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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

NUMB3RS


Trying out the life of soon 21

During breakfast today at Chelvi’s…


Counter guy : Are you in your 4th year?

WHAT THE……


At the saloon to get my new hairstyle,


Hairdresser : Wow, didn’t know you looked so much younger after taking off your specs..

:( :( :( :( :(

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…

There’s just no other way to run away from numbers eventhough you wear KIKILALA on the streets..But good also, go clubbing tak kena suspect. But what the hell while I was in Genting, I couldn’t even sneak into the Casino after 4 tries when I was the youngest among all??? Shhh..kids, no portraying such bad attitude, kay?


Signs of soon 21


  • Enjoying the life of being alone in the apartment
  • Prefer homecook than outside food
  • Enjoy travelling alone..(counts?)

I’ve read an article that shows signs of that you’ve grown up. Some significant points I could still recall are:-

Prefer to be at home on Friday or Saturday nights
means no clubbing la..not yet not yet…but soon to quit..trust me..i will

You start to freak out when everyone starts settling down with their soul partners
definitely not yet!!! What is life without freedom and running everywhere???? :D

Your phones and dates start decreasing.
Ooo..this..it’s a sinusoidal state for me..

You start driving some of your friends’ kids to school or babysitting them.
Errr…this would be too early..but..who knows..my friends.. ^_^

You start controlling your cholesterol level.
Well, disagree with this. Young people start keeping a healthy lifestyle is no wrong. Don’t tell me you’re gonna start caring your heart vessels at the age of 40.

You are out of breath after your favourite sports.
NO. NEVER.

You’d not yell at innocent but annoying kids.
For me, kids are still sinusoidals too.

You start blurring after a long duration of reading.
This was and still is a fact for my reading concentration so can’t be accepted as a sign of growing up. I have to admit I do not have a good reading power.


Just some excerpts. But some facts are really not factual stuff. Don’t take it seriously, as..


Age is only a number


Finally a positive regard ^_^


Enough with the age bullshit. Having a grand steamboat at my place of two person in a lonely apartment..kekeke. Off to enjoy da’ meal and da’ nite.


Keep rocking those folks who felt after reading this, and those who laughed, please bear in mind that, sooner, the number will reach and surpass you one day too. Don't freak out, just chilz~


-Youth is beneath which what NUMB3RS can’t steal away-



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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Finally, triumphs of wills ended but eventually all turned into disasters. No point mourning. Fuck the papers. Even the easiest one I can’t do. Haih. Actually hor, sad day lor. Graduated from my second year, and continuously, things will be worse than worst. But today is made by ALL OF MY BELOVED DEAREST FRIENDS…love you guys and may we stay forever.

Kisses & Hugz~ Muaks~

Could be leading another different kind of lifestyle very soon, before I turn 21 ^_^ Seems like, it’s really 21…Things work out not fine but sometimes funny, cute and in a manner, interesting. Started my puny 3 weeks of holidays and gonna be one week here, one week over there, and one week back home. Apartment-alone for the first week, but got lotsa stuff to do. Uh, gonna start being a maiden tomorrow for house cleaning, chores and packing. I could say, life is about packing and unpacking now! Gonna leave for Korea on the 3rd and it’s so freaking cool!!! I would wish one day to go backpacking in Europe, that would be my ultimate dream. Would wish to look back at good ol’ diaries next and become the sole successor of all my stupid dreams of my High School and University! Haha! It’s so childish.. but then again, there’s always a child in everyone after all, rite?

I am in over-eosinophils mode now. Eosins are WBCs (white blood cells) which eats up delinquent foreigns in the body. As a result, you get rashes, damn heavy ones like I’m having it currently. It has no cure and no harms either. Comes when the weather drops and usually in the morning. It’s all due to my asthmatic past, am able to take care of myself I guess..

Gonna be snoozing soon..Just wanna jot that I think we should just respect life more and become a part of it. Sometimes people just let things flow and let destiny takes its precedence. But for me, definitely no because what determines you is in you. You choose your choices and you design the way it works. God helps a little and dreams do come true. In definite, the path to it is not easy, be a little wiser after every loophole, be a little stronger after every encounters. Be a little happier after every bad day, and you’ll cherish life a little longer. As these accumulates….i think I have became a grandpa of nonsensical philosophies! I hope I will have some better and wilder resolutions soon. Dad’s gonna kill me for all my wild resolutions as soon as I get home. Hehe, love you ma, pa, kor no matter how long the nags comes all over again and again and again and again! I miss home too much but you’d never hear me going back. Stupid ironic complaint. Hehe. But I am just like that..No cure for this either. Oooooooo misses my dog so much!!! Really should get home soon, save the best for last, anticipation kills but the result perfectly satisfies.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL MY MMU FRIENDS AND MAY WE MEET AGAIN NEXT TRIMESTER!!!

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

Two more days to the departure of my second year,
Two more papers before I forego of all my momentary Gamma memories,
Two more years to da working world;


I wish I had a piano, everything written inside it,
I wish I had a big big bedroom, with ONLY a cozy sofa and alluring bed,
I wish I had a candle, which fuses eternally;


For the dreams you are after,
For another anticipation that you ponder;


Please lend me your regime strength,
To be somewhere there,
And proud to be there,
Just for the sake of my dreams and anticipation.


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Monday, May 22, 2006

It really did magic as it was a time when I was pulling my nerves, kicking wild bushes and overwhelmed with untidiness, there came it. I wasn’t predicting this kind of companionship but satisfied more than I was ought to. Thanks, sincerely. Study week and exam weeks are the most crucial time of the semester (where students loose their minds in notes and books and I lost myself in YouTube this semester :D).While the nights of chasing the midnight train never ends, there is still someone who cared to offer something more.


1 more week to temporal freedom
2 more weeks to an enthusiastic adventure
3 more weeks to home


Counting is bad for health, makes you start missing all the wonderful upcoming. I shall stay shallow for still need to pull through 4 more cranky papers. And the worst resorts for now; no sufficient healthy food, heaps of laundry and no one’s up to empty the bins(including me), so the apartment stinks. What the hell, it’s exam season and I’m not getting good lunch because of the weather!!! Stupid Jawa’s volcanic pre-eruption mode sent all those facing the Straits to die of heat-stroke. But dying of heat stroke is a better predicament than jumping off from 3rd floor due to some stupid nonsensical frequency theories.


How to suppresssssssss?






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Monday, May 15, 2006

This declared morning, woke up as the afternoon sun glared through my panes, and tomorrow’s finals. This study week, most things that I hate made me fell in love with while things that I like, no longer interest me. Weird huh? It’s neither a poignant thought nor dilemma confusion. It’s a luck thread of goodwill I guess. ^_^ It’s something fresh, motivational, keeping me awake. Somehow being too relax is excruciating to studies. It’s good to have things off but hopefully no more exaggeration for the coming days till finals finish. Shooting day tomorrow, then there will be a lot of dead threats coming through. Off to release my battle plans. The Cloud Strife in me reigns. Stay strong, as the battle shall begin tomorrow with much goodwill too!

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Friday, May 12, 2006

I AM OBSSESSED WITH JENNIFER LOPEZ..
A MAD, LUNATIC STALKER OF J-LO !!!

-nah, i'm not gay, just trying to idolise some sexay gurl-



hold you down down down~~~~



No Me Ames :x



I'm GLADDDDDD!!!! wooooooo!!!!



i'm gonna be Alritey~~



Get Right


J LO ROX!






posted by fern at 23:03 0 Comments

What I know is happiness is very important. And I misssss dancing with Shyen, Zoe, Ling and all. But I need to suppress the current firefox and become a nerd for once in a while. Nah, I am always a nerd. ( poofff~~ what stupid firefox description..lame!)

What I know is some of my friends are not in a very good state. I wish them well. The sun will never not rise, unless we have reached the stage where no more fireballs are eloping out of the big sunny. Things will be settled and worries don’t get you anywhere. Yo yo~ always here for my dears~

Have been long since I moved some muscles. Saw some kidz playing badminton on the street while supper, damn missing sports. No activation equals hibernating loads of lards. Argh.

Missie home too. Muaks. Love my family. ^_^

Ganbatte yosh!

Geu Deh Ji Geum :”>

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Thursday, May 11, 2006

Isn’t it ironic when previously, things were not like this, they are like that now. Uh, I’ve had a concussion, forgive my memory.


**bitting nails**


I know its unhealthy, but what else? Worried la for finals. Today, I will start my conquest, to stand up and face my notes. Guess what is left is 5 puny days and 6 big giant subjects (as in real big, like Alfred..no, i think bigger, much more, damn..).

Hola~Hola~ no more la~la~ land! Good results here I come!


Yesterday was mum’s birthday but I can’t celebrate with her bee-CAUSE I WAS HERE.

:( :( :( :(

Well, hope to get her a great gift. Sorry, mum that I wasn’t home.






There are many amidst,
And some you can’t afford to miss,
There are few you can’t resist,
But there is only one you will not cease.



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Monday, May 08, 2006

WAHEY-YA-YA!

  • When people pushes you into the mud

  • When people treat you nice

  • When people points at you

Three relevant effects of the bouncing balls. Well, it happened to me today. Are these really typical attitudes of people around me? Ooo..enjoy life, better not think too much.



semangat kesukanan ^_^

btw, chinese words encoded : fist under elbow (5 moves)


Good Luck to myself in finals ^_^ in coming of 1 more week, and haven’t started anything. My lecturer just uploaded an assignment todayyyy. Should I rejoice, ‘yay’? Wakakaka ( very long never hear this kinda laughter) Stay cool. Can’t wait for Korea, and back to Ipoh !!!

Kisses & Hugz, back to work.

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

Last night I kept fidgeting, being unstable.The cure came 3 hours later, a bit disappointed la but pulled through. After the mild attack, then I had made a decision that, I guess it’s not my world, so shouldn’t get serious in things. Almost wanted to, but didn’t. Was it the cause of all the fidgets? Sometimes I wonder if the decisions were correct? Haha..maybe the ignorance protrudes different meaning already, but duncare liao lo. Late, as usual. So, no harms. Will continue my searches and adventures, but I’ll miss the big fat hugz. Always there, right? So, I’m not worried. I’m going off liao I guess. yEah!~ Friends forever! :)

Today is another la~la~ day, which made me only realize the world only at 11pm, which is now. No signs of finals anxiety yet, but just feel absolutely absurd in things. AH WELL, STUPID THINGS. Unsounded. Sigh. But the rain did not cease, brings me back again, a little probably.

Still have assignment due, presentation, quiz and classes during this study week. When I think of these, I’ll go wugo-wugo. Sometimes it sinks, sometimes it floats..can’t it ever be at average sea level ever so? I guess I could never maintain wan lo. So, what the fuck, unleash la.



Back to books. >< huuuu..



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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Snapshotz




If you think this is artistic enough...




BOO!




Burst of suppression!~!~!~!




FUiyoh~ MaFiaaa...

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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Sour turned sweet after a 3 hours afternoon nap. My day wasn’t perfect today. Had some twisting in the morning, but fled awayyy quick. When the table turns over, what’s left of the grapes and wines? Haha, crap, the world will never get to know you better. Glad that mood isn’t somber anymore. Perhaps, perhaps? Perhaps!


Missing home, Missing Ipoh badly really... I miss my family and friends, ex-schoolmates especially, and now i know the true meaning of Friendster. Haha, don't think that I am pathetic because I have nothing better to do than logging in for 24 hours. :P I use it to communicate.



Labs are closed this two weeks, can't do my projects :(
Study week coming around. No more bump-intos anymore :(

Well, things like this never last :P

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Monday, May 01, 2006

It’s a bright wide night. The concurrent 5 hours afternoon doze brought me daze and temporary neurotic disorders if I meet people now, if. I have a face that depicts a slamming custom. Don’t come near me, I’ll slam you. No food whole day. It’s called dee EP MEDITATION. It’s a public holiday with much suffer and torture, food=null, outing=null, training=null, mood=null. Fucking nulls nullifies everything!!! I should go into the jungle and bequeath myself freedom. One day I’m at my origin, one day I peak my surge of hardcore inflammation..wahahahaha~~


Want to hide.
Don’t hinder me.
Else, I’ll slam you.

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