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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Went training yesterday, didn’t have an interesting session but happy to meet my friends. Most of them were quite exhausted and tired. Looks like the club is inhibiting a lot of working citizens instead of students. A few oldies stay and loyal members are decreasing. Well, not that I am one myself. Bwek. Neither, no strings attached.

From now onwards, don’t have any freedom to put YM status anymore. Haih. No more freedom of purging my current state to my friends and families :P What to do. Absurd.

A glad day, slept a lot. Delta is becoming a more independent world where I really have to look after myself, do things I like and put those perturb things away suiting me. Not much happening lately, but after all, I am not a happening person also. Just misses a lot of my graduated friends recently. Have to leave, have to grow up, concepted.

I used to have this warmth feeling if I receive a forwarded message. I always feel that the sender cares and that's why you are in his/her lists of contacts. Well, it was kind of absurb. Started at the age of 12 and probably still keeping this thinking till now. Not sure it's true or not, but prefer to hold it as you'd know, in actual, there are really people who care ( even it's a 'maybe' percentage) . What about those who do not send you anything but also cares? Then, it adds up the number, and life is full of love already ^_^

Dreamt of being in Italy and later teleported to Germany. Fantastic fantasy!!! Too much football and handsome guys..wuahaha.. get sane, gurl. (telling me self)

Hours became very irregular, not the cause of football though but mood is certainly plain. Kind of hungry now. So, mission's on target- food- now. Yay~ nothing satisfy more than that, second to music in my life. Eat eat. ciaoz~

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Nicey Sunday with much stability and tranquil enough to relax. Only two person in da whole apartment. Perasaan tu, muhibah sangat! (Warmth feelings) Having a really nice time here. Hehe.

Spent a lot yesterday but happy with the resulting items ^_^ Had a nice outing. Best feelings sometimes propagate through when you spent all and being poor once in a while. Poor means having all the fun without the stake of money or evil thoughts. The most innocent adventure in a being.

Commencing forth is like a trampling stampede. Keep daydreaming today even during lunch. ><>

Reso : Must become a good engineer though much lazy..

Love this song by 183club, Affective Line. Sing sing sing~~ lala~

Friday, June 23, 2006

Ooo..everything starts.

Fun is over and now is the time to recover what’s lost and disappointing. Tonight’s up for squash to shape up and tomorrow’s gonna go for some shopz. AH and sis coming down tomorrow to stay at my place. Need to clean a bit at least. Life has been very fulfilling lately and love them for what they are. Hope that everything will be well for this new semester; study hard and smart though not sure why the fear of the working world is kinda lurking me. Found a lot of nice tunes to dispatch too. If the world has no music, there is nothing left. I am gonna grow so big, long, far, outwards, inline with anything that comes together.

eeeeeeeeyeahhhhh~ **shouts at the peak of da world!** FIGHTING!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Aye, yes. Old habit never dies. Fingers itchy.


Holidaysss..

Korea was incredibly fun, not knowing time was a swift for 6 days.

What’s basics..
Koreans were not nice, not pretty, not polite. Weather was cool but a bit critical during the wee hours. Food’s horrible without meat.

What’s bothering..
Sleep not enough. Money not enough. Time not enough.
The tour guide.
Missing home.

What’s distinct..
Friends! Kimbab! Elevated highways! World cup stadium! Themeparks! Nanta show! ba chi so yo!

But what’s best was the overall fun..dan banyak belang yang menunjuk agaknyer..haha.


The Ipoh 1 week not enough also


Rushed home after my flight and ipoh smelled so sweet. FOOD WAS AT BEST! Football was good and football with dad, even better. Then, kitchen with mum and home made egg tarts. CAN’T STOP LOVING THEM! Was at mamak with da guys and Old Town Coffee with da gurls. Then it was time to leave. Fuck. Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.....

Back in Melaka..

for my nightmarish third year. Holidays have been specifically fun, but with a disastrous ending. The worse could really be the end sometimes. And the worst is neverending commencing forth. Sigh. Although the majors really hit me hard, but there are some minors which really made me, at least achieve some goals. Need to put things straight, need to reset as I’d a game over.