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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

F.I.R. - Blue Doors Ahead

I stand up high plunge in this splendid city tonight
There's no one but me with gravity I can measure life

I try to hide from your love and pride
So many times I found myself lost in this wonderland and cry

How can I define all these blue doors ahead
Tell me secrets and then make me wild isn't the true love inside

I rise and compare my hand with this city tonight
There's no one but me and silently...
I get down and smile

I get down and smile , I get down and smile.


HAPPY HOLIDAYS and hope that my intern is as fun as yours, subtly, vice versa! Outta Melaka for 3 months~

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Saturday, October 06, 2007

dead knots furball

He was simply having his good time on the table in the hall as i barbered his whole, yet, still carried the dark clouds as he scuffled through the slumps (plastics, law books and leftover mamees). As i , too scuffled my fingers through his fur, only realised that a furball lump was detected at his top torso part, and then, too, only realised i need to extra cut that off my lil' baby. It just got my nerves to not get it done asap. Soon, half an hour later, baby turned into angst and bit a non-owner. Kesian, terdengar jeritan sungguh dari bilik pintu terbuka. Roomie came running in with a bloody index, and went straight to the tissue box. Her face turned into his face (by referential observation). Well, i presume either he just woke up, or just blame it on the dark clouds? He'd lost some weight and growing well. Gosh, he needs some discipline and love.

Furballs, hehe.


Something on being too lazy and not substantial enough deserves an A- to A range? The words kept repeating and they just slammed my afternoon nap to dust today... i guess the worries doesn't vanish and damn, it comes back so subsequent..what i need to do is just...do it. i need to get some switches for my neuro-transmitters, coz they ain't off when it's supposed to be. Talking neuro, packed up a tad bit to leave melaka in about..a week's time, only to know that my anatomy book is a darn fat book which i can't fit into any boxes.

...eyes tired but brain doesn't shut off, and heart isn't listening to the brain at all. What is all these nonsense incoherent connections? wishing for the best sleeping pills---> photonics notes, HIMYM........


and off to bed..



Days lasted too short to be caught on the way~

cracked the 40 characters limit on y!m, thanks to a friend. yo..short days. RESIDENT EVIL on next wednesday..and before that, some lightsaber encounters to die for..may the force be with me..




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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

More obstacles to run over in time to come... and would i still be the same me? There were some nice days, and certainly some not. Woke up with some qualms, thinking stuff like...can i? should i? may i? the world is that..people lost trust in you and it goes vice versa at all directions, pretty lost sometimes and somehow, i just dun understand but i have to accept it.

It just rolls..

In the morning where afternoon took place too quick, would you have any regrets for the hours that you've lost?

I wanna be comfortable and do things. So, let it just....roll..

Public news today..always awful and eerie. Take care, gurls out there.




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