If your place is not raining, you would have a hunch about global warming. The city is red tonight, another signs of environmental killing..

Deep was the word, which kept me afloat at some early hours. I wondered how deep i could go, thus, i went signing up for scuba. Today was my first confined pool diving experience. Yes. Valuable. Once in a life time. and yes. Deep, very deep. It drained almost every litre out of me for the continuous 10-5pm session. I went deep (not as deep as the ocean yet, but gonna do it real soon!), met someone deep, and unpredictably discovered a hidden phobia and overcame it!

I have mentioned several times of 'afloat' just figuratively..but literally..this was for real..i wasn't touching land, neither any gravity defined platforms.. just my oxygen tank and i..being able to travel down there is just truly amazing.. wait till i get to the ocean..swim along with their fins, flip as they whirled and observe the world's most less explored lands..

How deep can you go? Is depth an obstacle..or a target to surpass? either just a mathematical distance to you or a place you've never been there before?

Many or most of us have THIS -- World Of Our Own..

SOME has yet to discover it, or has never discovered it before.. until they do, they'll go.."woohoo" or "cuckoo"..
SOME keeps it safe at their hearts and do soul-searchings now and then..
SOME wears masks and pretend to go along with the world, has little time for their own world, leaving that place abandoned and next to none.
SOME tend to pour all at their personal blogs, thinking no-one-reads-my-stuff..but actually..people do READ..
SOME lives in it only at a certain percentage, especially when they are alone..for instance "hobby of dressing up as a victorian opera singer and sings to oneself in front of mirror holding the hair-dryer" and masters a switching ability between reality and own..

well..on the other greener or darker side of the grass..

SOME lives in it all-day.. all-nite.. all of their lives.. they only have one perspective... held tightly to one and beholding none any other worlds. but they know it's a big big world outside there.. choosing ignorance, which leads to bliss after all.
SOME has no reality, no acceptance..the world of their own is the only world they have. that's it. period.

This is no bullshit, of many people encounters, acquaintances, frienships, BFFs till enemies.. there are MORE SOME out there..which..makes the world scarier, dark, intriguing or MigHt bE BeTTEr fRom TimE to tIMe..

Maybe it's like..i never knew taking off my mask underwater was that challenging..till i did it. Got a dead duck for it..but eventually..all well ends well..

I love the world of my own ^_^. I don't really like reality but there isn't a choice to run away. You still have to learn how to take off your mask underwater though, it's tough, difficult..but not necessary you can't do it. Human always fumble when there are choices..when they ain't happy, they have pointy fingers at the crossroad they once stood at, therefore, when there isn't choice, i would say sometimes it's a better thang.. we save the thinking and let fate lead us where it should be.. and we can't really blame fate, can we? Coz..we can't choose our fate either..

i was glad that i carried my life support, that heavy oxygen tank behind me, did stunts which i thought i can't, enjoyed the route under the hot burning sun which gave me sexy bikini sunburns.. and next to millions..seeing ocean life in real time! deep down under!

Friends -- party, laugh, study, think, talk, work, sleep and nua like there's no other day..no problems, no worries..

as a problem is not a problem if there's no solution. So why worry since there's a solution for retrieval. A question not necessary have answer or answers.. *quoted by you. U U U. hang pig ^Oo^

A very good week to start on with two ultimately important huge presentation with big bosses. Do you LoVe R&D? yoz. Nite.

It's not a good month.

Some broke up.

Some had a surgical operation.

Some is having a hideous time at work.

Some lost his thumb drive with super confidential information in it.

Some lost a job.

Some actually don't mean it.

Some had cancer.

If you are complaining about how much your boss tortures you, or the dinner was just ain't respectively up to standard, please shut up and start thanking your day. Life is only one short time, given or taken, it's how you fill up the jar. I'm always trying to convince that bad things happen in due course of good stuff. So that, the bright light is always at the end of the tunnel, in your thoughts, least it could happen, there's hope, which is important to strengthen out lifespan.

On another note, do you think I could make it there?

Otherwise, thank you.