When you know that happiness is surging, just can’t pull it away. But then, i just told my parents about it and they objected.

SO SADDDDDDDDDD.... :(

but think I’m going ahead with it, taking a high risk there. I'm definitely not gonna let myself down because I could really spend some good time about. Big fat sigh, need to rethink with some matured senses. EHEM...old enough to decide meticulously. Guilts arising...ar, HELP! When i could stop whining about my problematic behaviours here? Sigh, again. When the guilt diminishes, i will be a devil again. What da hell...

What was i going to say? Oh, yes. The world is getting dangerous. I have to bear that in mind.

I also admit that I am having a food disorder. I binge and starve, both. To be accurate, in fact I have a time disorder. Irregular hours seem to kill all my pigments that I look like a doink in the day and a vampire at night, but of course a sexy one :D Food seems so important when it comes to exam time. All the sources of hunger :-

Sitting down- 102 Joules per hour
Computer work- 102 Joules per hour
Napping- 61 Joules per hour

So, usually I burn out 102+102+61=265 Joules of calories per hour and eat approximately 1000 Joules (eg: a bar of choc would do) to retain my balance!

(Don’t D-U-H me. It’s just an approximate calculation)

Well, I need to eat PROPERLY. Seriously, even the bread and biscuits are moulding me rounder. ARGH! NITEMARE! Being fat when you eat less, truthfully a hideous nightmare **pinches cheek to examine dee extras**

*o*

In neeeeeeed of exercise.

Well, half of the horrible-s have ceased. **uh, blur wink** 2 more papers and 1 lab to go! Time to put on my armour again. Neverending wars, damn it. Whatever it is, I gotta say, LOVE TODAY FOR TODAY! April's stepping in. Glad glad GLAD!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

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