Had a weekend unlike weekend. Everything so suppressed, similar to a pressurize vessel. Time could be so insufficient, but meaningless. The map of neutrality could be too difficult to draw. Even the best expeditors could not achieve it. I wanna be neutral, lovely and all, but is just so difficult. Is harshness really the solution? Or I need a lighter attitude towards things. I receive and have to accept condemns, unconditional words because ? I am not good enough, not up to demand and imperfect. How should I reply? Cry to the wall or fuck at their faces? People and places.. always wrong and unwanted. I would not want anything anymore for today…Perhaps I could say I had a bad and tired day taking account all those rubbish...but wanna just take off my hat and release my hair for a while.. wanna shout “INTELLIGENCE TELLS IT ALL!!!” plus my guardian angel by my side…a reason worth to rise and be happy again ^_^
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