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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

The SUPER QUARTER POUNDER is OFF!

Mentioned, talked about, lamented, gone crazy with, went bonkers without day-night, swam against strong streams with heavy super duper eye-bags and massive red pimples which spoiled my prom........... IS GONE, OFF, ENDED


---> FYP NO MORE! YAY!!!!!!


look at fyp, then look up at assignments.
look at fyp, then look onto lab reports.
look at fyp, then look into final exams.


HAHAHAHA.

Yea, there are pieces i still need to pick up and patch, but those ain't obstacles anymore, mister. It's not that the stress is totally off, just that FYP IS OFF, does not mean you don't have the aftermath. The aftermath is horrible too, but post is much much much better than the pre. Did FYP worth everything for a couple of white hair starting to mushroom on your head? Some really bad health and all muscles turned into fats? Rushing life, super insufficient sleep mode, and some didn't even brush teeth to pass up their thesis. (oh..no no..me not included)


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I sound like I'm done with everything, but in actual, everything starts from zero again in the working world. I guess i managed to have this supreme level up in my system in my final year and might get even more exponentially horrible in work... *put aside ***put aside this thinking

why being an engineer is so tough? Have to hold on tight, real tight, super tight to go through thick and thin...the only rewarding thing is achievements, not even money. but Hey, i love my life. i love my decisions. i love my family and friends. Only good things come in life, after the hardest moments..thanks to all those who brought me through my final year especially fyp~~~

once more can ar??


FYP NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!


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Monday, April 21, 2008

In the midst of everything...some little guardian angels came by....


shan..whr r u hiding leh?

MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!!! Whrz another one? Oh..went to U.S. d....

and happy birthday to Neoh~ may all happy regards fall above you..and i'm in between to steal all away.. :P coz fyp presentation coming ^_^ borrow a bit of luck first~



Things got so much better~~ and life got so much more meaningful... ARGH!!!! I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCHHHHHHHH!!!! Thanks for coming all the way down just to see me~~~~ muaks muaks muaks..it's better than anything in the world for today..as you all brought more than happiness to me ^_^

~~~

posted by fern at 01:16 0 Comments

Friday, April 18, 2008

In this large large large world...there is only one small small small me..then there are always very big, LARGE...huMOngouS, eternity troublesome mind-tucking endless TORTURE that leads you all the way...until i am here, today.

Then, when you look back at all those years you build, sometimes you feel proud, sometimes feel regret..but most of the time, you'll laugh at it and continue walking through.

i might not be good but i will be my best.

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

I am having this lovely night by my side...and what more could i whine for?



only those lovely moments... :)

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

This week and next week, then...

IT WILL BE HELL-A-OVER!!! There are some excitement, sadness and all together achieving inevitable freedom IT SHOULD BE! Shouting out loud could help a little in this kinda critical week~ It's something worth a cheer though temporal..

Prom will be this Saturday...but totally no feelings for it..Hopefully tomorrow's shopping spree will brighten up some mood. Blame all to the unfinished business. FYP could never be finished.. it just replays..unlike my windows media player..although it replays..but it never gives stress.

It has been rather blank these few days...with total horrible weather here in Malacca.. hate/love this place..

I just wanna tell myself...after this and the next week..........we'll all be GODs above heaven..in the mean time, as the clock is ALWAYS running so quickly, gotta catch time and vow to beat those heavy obstacles down! If we've been through it for almost 5 years now......what is it to be fear of at the end of the day?

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Pretty much half conscious now due to early classes aftermath.. @.@

Have been reading kennysia.com alongside with head-heavy notes on table top though..and i would say it is rather lame... I do not deny by reading it, gives me kinda..."feel like writing" energy that I've lost since few years back. And at one point of time, i thought writing was none other than lame ramblings..and opinionated to be just a space when you have nothing to tend to..well, i guess i couldn't deny it is still a very important part of me..and that's why i am still keeping in touch with that inner-self of mine :) It was shocking to know that there are people who put blogging in their itineraries..and me? wassup..but anyhow, still a part of entertainment besides all those boring chemistry formula and professor's smart notes which i could hardly take in.. .

For the change of the century (soon), people are getting too stressed up of their lives. As i was sprawling along campus today..some SPCA(Society of Prevention to Cruelty of Animals) people came around pledging for donation in a furious tone. " You MUST donate at least once in a while" =.=" Eventually..i have met such incidents a few times during town hangouts where those street donations come up to you and usually, you would just show them a 'shoo' face, thus forget about the whole thing..though, some of them were precisely furious too. But ..this is a proper donation booth, and yet, people are still furious.. i guess it's the weather or..stress?

..the harder you throw out a ball to the wall..the harder and quicker it bounces back..ain't it right?

Then back to the animals. We went browsing the abuse gallery nearby.. i really like doing something for them, in a proper and correct way i guess :)

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Returning to reality...

There are so many task in my to-do list that someone would never finish reading it.. All together with some weird weather here in malacca and a jobless soon-to-be graduate, just creates a larger radiating whirlpool. Though i am always in great trouble handling all those last minute schedules and late nights with table lamp killing my eyesight....and ye, that's LIFE! all jumbled up into one brain wire.. and glad that wire still holds still :D can you believe i eventually enjoy all these workload and i could be feeling goo-ey.......and time passes so quickly, damn you, clock!

..Seeing juniors studying too hard for themselves...sometimes, just wanna go over and tell them to spread and enjoy campus life more than just having that stressful forehead.. smack that cringe, babe!


No, i am not fooling you coz it's april's fool, that's too childish and please don't try to fool me..coz i would really believe you sincerely :)

Another great sleepy day ahead. yosh :D

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