Getting SLOWER....
Looking forward to something tend to keep me afloat at times, when I feel needy to get out of the cage. Cage == working life~~ I am lucky enough that till now, i still maintain work flow without OT, but i think my pace is getting slower and slower. Why?? Increasing activities during and after working hours -.-" Time seems so constrained to activate the OT syndrome.... or probably just 'duncare-lah' to have good work performance..no motivation, no heart~
Office socialism vs work, which is which?!
There's a lot of enthusiasts (nice way of calling workaholics) around me, which kinda creates a big dark shadow on ME, unless i on the tiny lamp to light up a little.
25% promo for a new sushi place at Marina Sq till the end of Nov (forgot name, but shop is opposite gloria jeans and near Hot Pot steamboat and Secret Recipe)
Every time badminton after work keeps me as beefy bright *_* during the nights..for instance, TONIGHT. It's nice to loosen my tight stressed up muscles, but makes me misses tkd damn lots~~Anyhow, time runs like a cold bad flu. Can't believe i really invested my time and interest during those days..now i dun even have a heart to put up a good fight at the court..whahaha~~
Sex on the Beach of Arizona? The band was breath-taking!
Further studies or join the industry??? Either way i am so bad at it. At a cross road to realize things for myself...and telling myself over and over again to TOUR SINGAPORE MORE. I'm getting so darn lazy, i even lost interest in traveling, adventure, sports, bla bla..just wanna stay in my bed like..forever.. what has come to me?? okay..i still go some places..but the pace is also slowing down. and i wonder will europe be successful in a year or two~
Slowing down is not all bad as you could feel/see and enjoy things that some people are unable to. Upon a slip of time, i might even think my decisions through..I have also slowed down and managed to meet some impossible people in my life which is so so so important to me up till now.. it felt just the same as the first day we met back then. I don't know what the air is playing, but again..the running flu (as in time) even got worse that..time just slipped as work and some fun shoppy sheared it off..just so easily... oh yeah yeah~~ got myself a downshifter nike and really luv it though it's a plus one in size!!~
I guess time won't slow down, the world won't either. It's just me..trying to pierce into what i feel most important in my life...where some may think it's bullshit, i might just happily carry the gold away.... People should learn to love imperfection, they are lovely and unchangeable just as where they belong to be~~ you have to loveee meeee coz i'm MANDARIN IMPAIRED OK!
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