/* Editor is LUM MI-FERN --- My Grotesque Caricature*/




Thursday, March 29, 2007

literally PROMISCUOUS

Back dated...woohoooo.. For how long i have not been spilling some beans and squeeze spoilt milk here?

Dwells ----> Hot VIP seat for TRINITE prom staking at RM 90++

Should i? should i? should i? Furthermore, it's the last installment.. don't feel like experiencing my first official prom date in main hall next year.

I've been cracking lately, feeling good but gunned down with a cash emaciation situation, and leaves me in the dark for some proper social life. I have to pay debts that i can't run off with real soon, maybe a part time at the PC Fair in DP next weekend. Just the fact that my ragged pockets need some mends at the mean time, i would be living on some petty accounts in pits and underflowing drainage. In short, POOR for PROMENADE, and literally promiiiscuousss..


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What caused all these blood shot wounds in my damped pockets?

Since last week we had 3 papers in a roll, the day we finished Neural paper with some neurotic lecturer, we headed downtown for some Friday Night Fever. Attendance listing : ChinRS, AhBak, Sam, boobies and i. All 5 in a rented Wira and great ambience. We went to a Rock N Roll grill bar situated at the stretch of Bei Zhan. So i say, expensive food crowd together.







My FOOD : Lamb chop pricing at 26 bucks with some great challenge of mint sauce--- turned into some fear factor issues.. ordered it with medium well done at 80 percentage.









Nice Sirlon Steak ate by :











Wakaka...pretty people.. and some pretty good steaks... (su-te-ki suki desu!) love steaks :P



Moved to jonkers later and this was a pretty piss-full sight too..





From left : identify them yourself!


LOLzzzzz..then ....zzzz..we went for Primeval.. aw gosh stupid gross movie! It is worse than reading a medical student's leg assignment :P but it kinda made me stayed awake in the cinema though.. and later supper at 4am to fulfill the car rental till 5.30am. Slept at 6am and woke up at 6pm :D Hey! That's my record breaking waking hours... *clap clap*

Saturday only lasted for 3 hours of consciousness and another 3 hours of suffocating in town with people again. No tickets this time around for Mr Bean-Holiday, so we (Abang, rude adik -.- and i) went for Amo-te at Kota L, which was, also suffocated with people, had some pretty bad dimsum and super sweet strawberry ice. EW. Eh, i missed 7aste :P

Sunday was a goody-girl day with all assignment boozing. Went to jj for some hamster and groceries shopping with Abang, ended up with a RM 30 parking summon!!!! arghhh!!!! *grittttss* and lasted myself, again..till 6am for Neural assignment with makcik in da house. y0 Yo~ We went for bakso and burger at RSU at 3am..some alpha craze epidemic still last in us till now.. and continued our assignment till dawn..*yawnz* and Emerson's class was at 8am =.=...

Tomorrow will be going for THE STAGE, thanks to D-didi for the free tickets! Yozaaaa..gonna meet up with cw, ch, yl and others perhaps! looking forward to it!!!

It is dawn again accompanying makCik in dA housE for her lab reporTO...



Is it me? ---Stacie Orrico--- *check it out*

ohya...last but not least...



LMF in da house of Rock N Roll`!





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Wednesday, March 21, 2007


THIS IS ONE HELLUVA BALLROOM FIT! *DROOLS*
YOU'VE GOTTA CLICK ON DA THUMBNAIL!!!

(FYI : Miss Poland, Marzena Cieslik, here pictured at the Grand Prix Ball in Melbourne)

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Is this really Sweet Escape?

When there are people treating you too sweet nice, protecting you behind scenes and staining only none other than goodwill, it is not always a good thing though. I’ll go deaf by fiery words, blinded by the white angelic light and worse of all, so vulnerable when all problems come surface. I know it will always be there…but should I set a limit to all these? I felt I debt in you, I can’t repay you in any extend but I know it will end, and so does everything else where when the day comes.

And so I named you my guardian angel after all these years. How many post am I gonna post out since they are all your good deeds? I thought I am supposed to hide them, well, to commemorate some won’t hurt much I guess. You should not spoil me, seriously cos I’m a good kid.



*blastin` GundamSeedDestiny ost on da headphones*




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Saturday, March 17, 2007

Friday night…just back home from motor rides :D chilz! Especially when it speeds and nothing to hold onto, what more helmless and practically feet not on the stepper…

FEELS LIKE FLYING~~~

yching_fong: hah not nice to wear helmet wan ---> AGREE!

then...across the heavy bumpies, and my own bum goes..wohoo! up down..lifted light by the cart's momentum and bouncing right back to the seat!

Love such rides, always do.



Altera has been subtly done a week ago, time flies. Next stuff on would be 3rd Intervarsity and Japanese, besides, academically, would be FYP and ITP. That will last me for another year I guess.


Eh, I thought I have a clubbing date this weekend? Let’s go drink some milk. Sigh, three midterm papers coming in the following week starting with null shit. Studyyyy~~


Nice one down there...enjoy ^_^



If Your Heart’s Not In It -Westlife

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)


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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Gwen Stefani - Sweet Escape 

woohoo! yeehoo!
woohoo! yeehoo!
woohoo! yeehoo!
woohoo! yeehoo!


If I could escape

I would, but first of all let me say
I must apologize for acting, stinking, treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold


If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?



If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape


(I wanna get away, to our sweet escape)


You let me down
I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out
I need to get me out of this joint
Come on, let's bounce
Counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around let's look for some common ground


So baby, times getting a little crazy
I've been getting a little lazy
Waiting for you to come save me
I can see that you're angry


By the way the you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me
Want to take you with me



If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?


If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape


woohoo! yeehoo!
woohoo! yeehoo!
woohoo! yeehoo!
woohoo! yeehoo!


If I could escape
Cause I've been acting like sour milk fell on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold


If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?


If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape


the italics just makes me go woohoo! yeehoo!
TYPE AND NEVER GO TO SLEEP!


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Monday, March 12, 2007

Song : Ai Ni Bu Shi Liang San Tian, Fish Leong
Mood : OK
State : Well


The Weekender BOoze

I had a great blasting weekend, overdose of outing(and beer maybe?), which could cost a hell out of my wallet. Since i swapped my wallet to a 10 bucks pasar malam stylo (which i really love) , hopefully coins would not start dropping out like it did, in my previous one, really! but it still does though, literally.

MALIM STEAMBOAT on the house with the basic 4 bio-gals and the batangz gang! on Friday night and had helluva fun!!! (just managed to loose some kilos.. and there goes my add-ups again)



Saturday :

f_t_c_m : movies at 3pm. get ready.
chilivivi : okay.

300 was such a cool movie with much animation on the spartan abs and backgroud scenes! specifically, i adore the scene on adultery when the fully-bribed-jacka** trying to frame the queen in the spartan council. i was thinking of Secret Recipe for such a long time before the movies, till time contrained and got myself a free pop corn (tq ENGSOC president[me boss] for the large bucket :D)




look at the queen, she's so pretty :">
(scene of the Persian's mesenger trying to negotiate 'water and earth' with King Leonidas)



Later, we had dinner at Cosmo Noodle (me : second timer with some super spicy squid kuetiaw! t**!) Then, we headed to Jonkers and met a lot of MMU peeps. We wanted some place for beer, kind of crossed out Geographers and switched the scene to some wilder places(any idea?) and we managed some dance and beer but the music sucked so terribly gosh, so we left after a quick hang out and headed for supper at MITC. Imagine the car rental expenses...guess it has already gone woohooooo~~ COOL! I'm getting the bills on Monday, and till then. It's almost like a class gathering and meeting people everywhere in Melaka. Well, the country is small, ain't it? and it keeps people intact.



DAMN POLITICS

Should i be telling you these, in expense of exposing all anonymous identities and spoil all of the good patrimonial behaviours which, in actual doubt, is myself. I just hope i can, but all stuffed in my cerebrums like Narnia's cupboard which will lead you somewhere you can't spell. Haha. What else? POLITICS. And lucky or disastrous? i am involve in some positive politics which really do me some good if i'm really into it. But the fact that i'm not, it just kills everything.

It's time to think of some ITP (Industrial Training Programme) and FYP (Final Year Project) which will mean a lot to me in the next academic year. Really talked a lot about those during dinner today. And politics would either be a great help, or kills it all. Don't know how to handle already lo.

I just can't finish studying for telemedicine quiz tomorrow and it's 4am now. Damn, i hate readings. No. I hate exams. I love readings. Altera results neither propagated well as expected. Maybe too much overdue? Japanese class still amuse me as usual and sometimes it's cruel i need to choose between it and taekwondo, and lab reports.

Back to notes with hope to unweave some thoughts. Why the hell should i be thinking so much? Monday is here.




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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Up Pace..


Seoul Garden CNY Bio Lunch 2007



T’was a tired week..busy..with much activities to boost back life. Finally!!! a weekend without need to think and worry of my circuits... don’t know where to start the story telling session as I’ve lifted myself away quite some time here, but I guess it’s something a bit on Korean food, a lot of photo sessions, some challenging presentations and Malim steamboat for the starting menu of this weekend! Maybe a swim or movie of 300 with da peeps tomorrow. I guess life is not all about sex and beer only for the time being.


dear dear and i!


Resumed my tkd trainings to fit back much incompetence in the field, grading soon by the end of the month, so, gotta really work on it for my final colour belt exam. Next would be black already *shivers* (not me, of course the ones which see me with me belt! Muahaha..i can officially kick asses real good this time and the feeling is superb!) My turning kick yesterday was fantabulous, tho` after a long missed hauls of the kicking pads. LOVE IT!


Photos! photos! PHOTOS!


Midterm exams are finally surfacing and uh oh dear lab reports starting to due too. I should stop harassing people too much, as they come back to me wanting more. Trying to maintain myself beneath all aristocracy and hide up the sh*ts. Things you’ll never know..nyehehehe.Was kind of thinking too much lately, which is… bad for health. Well, of course about infinites, difficult to face and forbidden to avoid. But kind of O-K-A-Y with good movies and great vibes around, makes me think less and let go much. Love it when the lights are off, just me,myself and HEROES. Nice show there, and should try spending some time on it.


Altera Innocom ‘06














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Human relations..are just too superficial. Lately, it has been like the comeback of everything I’ve thrown away, or probably redundant repetition. But, I’m just fine living with it, happy and good will looking will come away. (understand this sentence? Kind of weird..but am sure is right)

Have a petty list to task on soon. Gotta leave for some better Korean love movies beside HEROES. Cheers to life, and thanks for giving life to me coz it means so much.


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Thursday, March 01, 2007

I have got accustomed to life as such; to live without day and night, to survive among discrimination, to suffocate in within isolation and learn to breath again. Feeling tired and useless tonight and a lot of things undone. Wonder what will happen on Monday...


Dreams that distraught
Carried the phantom amidst
Why do you appear front in such draught?
and left with a grasp of barely a cloudy mist...


Hope to wake up and start working properly again, with efficient brain work..argh.

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