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Friday, July 27, 2007

weekend. weekend. weekend.

Spiritually dysfunctional in whatsoever activities, or may utter so that, solely, things do not interest me easily. As to say, the weekend is gonna be a long one... till midterm break comes, then, it's time to unleash without any exams and final year dilemma nudged behind for the mean time!!!


TIOMAN YEH !!!! \:D/


First and foremostly, i would like to utter a big fat thank you to all sponsors (esp birdie) and seconders out there in this trip :">, without you all i am nothing..*throw me roses* *bow* *bow* sincerely..Nevertheless, hopefully wanna work on some academics this weekend, and set some datelines.. furthermore, midterm exam next friday, and i ain't getting anything out of it. Workload heavy, dude!

Despite all regulatory head hacking, mind thrusting, procrastinating damnation workload, peace shall remain, refined *cheerz*!!!


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If you can't get out of it, get into it, have fun coz it's meant to be :D

The hue in you shall escalate as such a wild geese beneath the sets and dawns on a skyline journey, whilst horizons point guidelines and not limits.

Intelligence is casted upon, never take it for granted ;)

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Once upon a time
Somewhere far away from here
I was drowning in a deep sleep
Got no ground beneath my feet
And there's so many faces
I'm New York and I'm Japan
There's so many things that I want to know
But I'll never understand...

Now I'm dreaming in red
Just drifting away
I'm dreaming in red
Come and take me away

I just got to get it right
Before I make it wrong
Cause I'm breaking out and rising up
While the world is falling down...

I see the sun behind the night, sky
One last moment before I say goodbye...

Once upon a time
Somewhere far away from here...

~The Calling - Dreaming in Red~




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Monday, July 23, 2007

My Late Night Avenues

A place for refuge, a time which really takes who i am. *yawnz* It's late, and i like it. I usually get a lot out of these late hours. 6 weeks has passed by in a zap and so so quick, it's half of the semester already. Trying hard to get lazy butts out of animes and dramas as much as possible, wanna concentrate on work but eventually failed.

Weekend was nice. We went hunting WJ's birthday present on Saturday night and end up in a happy yumcha session (the venue is easily figured right :D) :



weegie bee :D
Director of the nite...



*shy shy poison victim2* (dearest qong) and i
presenting you.. The scorpioniac ym status lover and a super fyp worker award of the year...


*slap slap* and *shy shy* poisoner witches
Oh not mentioning...they are black and white magic witches all year around..boyfriends and husbands indispensible..poor me, they ain't sharing ;)


*shy shy poison victim1* and i
(suka gambar ni sebab nampak ceriaaa :D).. Sugar daddy aka. BFP of the year..alfredoooooo


ALL THE HARD WORK FOR...



a tribute..


Burger special 'birthday cake' at 0000 on 17th July 2007


wee~ all the sayangz :D


Since ages since i posted some pictures here. Hopefully we stay like this till the end of time :">

Life has been rocking great, though a bit worries here and there. Put the tad bit away...missing home a little and happy that parents calling often ^^ Was quite glad too in some debugging business about my FYP with some help from my senior and hope to do more tomorrow. Sometimes things don't really matter anymore. Just wanna follow the flow of my feelings and ain't suppressing no more~~ I don't wanna regret. Just don't want to...haha..but well, not all are expressed either. Catch me if you can.

My...it's 5. Gonna hit the sack soon. May week6 be nice and nosy. It's working Mondayyyyy again.. More squash to come?


Guy Next Door - I've Been Waiting for You


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Thursday, July 19, 2007

バンガロ は 大き ですね... >< ..今から 痛い ね。。。ちんちんさん の 不好！！！

If you'd knew me, and took me to the stars, as well as read them to me, not less, reached out, somehow, things would be different.

Words could love and hurt the most. 言葉 が とても 愛 と 怪我 成りました。

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

How should i put words into it, so difficult. Don't even know how to describe or write it out. Just wanna find a chance to talk and covey to make it all clear. Guts I need your blessings, and pray that i have my strength.

*clears mind* *blink*blink* just gotta do what is right for once and for all.


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It was a nice dinner till...we witnessed a couple in a fight during dinner. Dee husband almost wanted to hit the wife. May all's well be well.

Found an article about robotics in medical application and FPGA implementation on medical imaging. Kind of cool and interesting, hope to advance in these fields in future. Nice nice reading. (*O* aaaaaaaaaaa reminds me about FYP.... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) Nice sunday, nice weekend.. mmmm hmmm...sleep sleep.. wanna flip myself on the green grass and enjoy the evening set...weee~ wee to sweet memories too :">


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Thursday, July 12, 2007

Thursday's thrusting turmoil

Brain dead. Been listening to some 90's, soothin'...

There is so much on the list... lemme seeee :

-CT proposal and research
-Laser assignment
-Laser lab report x 2
-Japanese past year
-FYP-FYP-FYP-FYP-FYP-FYP- ( and these could built some fine border patterns)


*SCREAMS**SCREAMS**SCREAMS**SCREAMS**SCREAMS**SCREAMS*


i was thinking..i could scribble some jap, then go to sleep... drag myself to law tutorial, yawn in jap and go kick ass? just attended law this morning...and t'was sooooooooo f***ing boringgg.. chatted all the way (DIE DIE DIE in FINALS!). Just completed my Laser Tech lab sessions, feeling relieved without necessary intimate one-to-one conversation with my lecturer anymore..benci benci benciiii...blek :P and YES, he SUCKS in conversation! every one of 'em!

adding some personal memorandums would be a proper : diet, exercise, social and time management. *peace to last minute subdue arrest for the latter dude. la la~

WHY SO BLARDY LAZY??!! how to graduate? how to get black belt?? how to get my jap pass in few months time???

aiyaaa..dunwan tok liao la ..wanna do work liao laa.. :( :( :(

Btw, should i hit the club this weekend? :D

say you love me all around the world..oh please..say you love me

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Thursday, July 05, 2007

ru guo - zhangdongliang

This year...and then ahead, perhaps, beautiful and hideous and all cramps in together like no other businesses. *shakes butt* feels so free... has been doing the usual, late nights, tkd, Japanese, classes.. and oh gosh..must be forgetting FYP in the list. Just got a hook on THE DEVIL WHO WEARS PRADA and A WALK TO REMEMBER recently. Old nice shows, and they just made me wanting to whoosh back to the 90s.

What some good news is that my parents added extra allowance for me this month!!!!

^$_$^

definitely not telling the amount..but just some sufficienceeee to lmf funding i guess..mum and dad, always the best at this point! love you guys always..for the money and everything..

*dances with da wolfs at dee Steppes* hooga wooga!! cashing through baby!!!!!


Can't wait for a lot of things recently, these things..have been a mind puller all week round. Can't wait to get to movies this Friday, can't wait to get to kay-ale this weekend, can't wait to get to cousin's boutique (only if we had time and betcha, i am a perfecto time guardian!) and should i too, mention..can't wait to finish my FYP? and can't wait to beat the heck out of myself to stop sleeping to much...freaky lazy....wee~

can't wait can't wait :D


cool, heck, whatever...breaking through.. and i denied my flimsy part-time offer, cashing me 150 bucks for the ITFAIR this weekend due to kemalasan... anywayz, gonna grab an external hdd and it's gonna be at good service for the loves of movies.. *peace* another can't wait for the fair to come about. computer stuff just strings me up like unstrung beads. Just to insert another piece into my wishing list, i wished i had money for a lot of books i'm dying to have..just wisheddddddd..they are so delightedly delicious as i've been browsing through online. CAN'T WAIT!

and i was telling someone about ...

chilivivi (7/4/2007 3:21:30 AM): i feel reset this sem

for that someone, thanxie for the late nite companion, and every bit of you means so much to meee...youuu know me so well and endure all my shits..and also..can't wait to see you tomorrow :"> wee to you~



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Sunday, July 01, 2007


Some flashbacks at KL two weeks ago...

MachE Restaurant on Fathers' Day at THE CURVE with the ipoh gals..miss you guys..



Superficials. How many of them one after another?


Why the rights are not right and for every damnation, i suppose, there are certain truth in them but not all definitely. Why? Why? Why?

Sometimes, and only sometimes, the dispute of superficiality is so very frustrating. Most of the time, i do not give a damn, and the sometimes which pierces is where people want me to change for the better of others. i would take things into consideration but NOT under force and unlawful reasons. i am sorting to be less stubborn, but i still hate superficials, and don't you try to be pretentious and being don't care doesn't mean i don't know. And those reasons are definitely shallow and childish i presume. i would be the superficial if i undone the current me..aarhh...comfortable now, and that's the best policy.


What is this weekend with full of additional unnecessary qualms? *yawnz* stay sleepy ne.



But anyhow, had a nice time for Transformers yesterday night at the new cinema, namely MBO at Melaka Mall =D Someone as broke as me would sacrifice RM9 for a show there.
paiseh cheapskate me :P





What life matters..depends the artistry you create on humanity written on the canvas of life.. have some good thoughts, independent ones most importantly...

The painter or potter...no regrets for either or..


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