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Thursday, August 31, 2006

I followed my heart tonight. Was it a worthy wait? Is it just not important, neither significant…I really want to know. But time is hasting, I have no choice but not to choose. But I am just happy cos I followed my heart tonight.

Then all my peripherals and software programs went into complications. WTF. As lousy as the master. :P No self-praise this time. God speaks. Maybe somewhere incompatible. But, no matter what, still happy tonight cos I really followed my heart ^_^

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Places with the right people. People in the wrong places. Every step is on the checker board. It looks so scary, so dangerous, and so meticulously ridiculous for a person to proceed.

Arr...gonna be Happy National Day and it’s filming week for me, gonna have fun~ yeah~~ finally some ‘very interesting’ assignments this sem. Let hair loose!!! Just don’t think too much of my programs I’ll be at least sane!!! Went training yesterday and it feels so good..missed all my fellow buddies there. Wanna take grading, hopefully can train in time since everything's so rushy. Today i went busybody-ing and went for a talk presentation. I am such a loafer and I can't believe myself always attending such weird stuff..haha. Then, perhaps I could say I ate 3 meals today ^_^...perhaps..

Morgen, ich habe deutche Quiz, haben nicht studiere null..

But anyhow, resumed some normal life is really making everything nice and almost complete..

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

The raindrops brought the best extrapolated feelings of the universe tonight. It’s so lonesome, it’s so intriguing. It makes me go dazed by just staring at trickles down the translucent pane, even if you block one of the path, it will continue flowing through another thread. Plus nice soothing music… these are some of the sweet nights that I would pull up to my sheets rather than hitting the other choices of a weekender’s lifestyle.

Awfully stress-free modulated~

The peculiar winter bud will bloom and blossom to bear the burden of a beauty so flamelike as others...

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

BIG EVENT!!!

~YC & YOON's 21st combine Bei Zhan treat on 19/8~





starring..



cheerz chi muiz!




a gift for the birthday gal~



a 21st token for the birthday boy : a tour around the world


*posers*


***boozers***


closing ceremony(not yet actually..hehe) :D

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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

I want to strike, get up to some liberal idea and protest… What am I so lack of? The parades in the mall, licking creamy icicles down the avenue and having evening cakes at cafés… I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!! The level of desperation is so high, it equals stucked-in-the toilet bowl kinda situation. Wanna let go all of my projects, exams and assignments..can I can I can I ???? It’s so tempting…it’s MEGASALES.. and I’ve not touch any cloth any soon.. and I hate those who dated me for shopping!!! Coz I can’t unleash at all!!!! F*** ARRRR!!!! Least, I still have a consolation, hit the club last weekend with friends… but the dose is a-dosage-no-enough!

I’m just frustrated with my tutorials actually… and so I just wanna swear swear swear!

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Sunday, August 20, 2006

SUNDAY CHILZ : i want charles bukowski!

It has been a plague to blog. I rarely overdose entries but I have too much to talk about after all. Sunday morning, just a 5 hour sleep is as if contemplating, rather insufficient but the body says so, so it says so. What is this Charles Bukowski? As if it is half-heartedly porn, but be abstract enough and implement no cheap sex behaviours, am sure it is a good choice of a weekender who likes to chill with words. I just scrubbed through the synopsis and am in great delusion already. Don’t get me wrong about liking books like that. The lingual is so powerful as such to describe indescribable scenes. I am just a linguist. I need some books for today, real entertaining words. Sadly, the book cost US10 and I am so not addicted to Amazon.com! Damn it, it has every hell thing I ever wanted!

I am the kind of girl who condemns an empty fridge!!! That’s my Sunday..

Check out the link under Literacy Quotes.

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Seems like time is fluctuating great out of phase, without much toleration..people changes but never my principles. Too stubborn to be urbanized or just pure pretentious urbanization .Well, this world can revolve; it doesn’t give a damn about minorities. When it has great achievements, there are a lot of sacrifices. When you have proceeded with one big foot, it is always difficult to upturn. If I do so, it would be awe..straight lines are so difficult to perform on. Evolve or no? OR EVOLVED. Sometimes I feel I reached out too much, sometimes I regret..sometimes I feel like answering to it, being involved, and taste it like I’ve never done it before.. Decision does kill. What more when the other dark avenue looks too tempting to be neglected. It’s like STAR WARS… ‘join-the-dark-side for it will never dissatisfies’..However, awakenings as such to pull you back into the right road, which is the decision to kill.. really does kill me..slice me apart, and as it slices, the fucking saw got stucked…and what the hell? The fucking saw is blunt..

Still finding my dearest saw..sharp and protudes right up me...

oh yeah...not forgetting to present the three 21st this weekend...



***HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHYEN, BOOBSIE & AIDLOVERS!~***




May all the good stuff happens to all of you on the nicest time of your life... see i am nice after all to be evil and sly...haha.. :P cheerz to da birthday children~

Tomorrow is the day to become dee spectaytee of car-driftingz~ not forgetting to check out the babes and screams with friends and families..haha.. spent my day too tired too soon today, and last but not least, thanks yl and jl who accompanied me today..


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Friday, August 18, 2006

changed to blogger beta version. the delay of the process could kill my temptation to blog..


Put a little early magic in this busy week and tasted the fresh morning! Felt so good after a great hot bath and started to looked-in-the-mirror-for-so-long at my new trimmed stripped fringe~ love it..wahaha..love my fringe, love my fringeyyy!!!! a great hairdo really makes my day~

*HOT NEWS!!!*

Cousin sis has a boutique in kay-ale selling goods at retailing price!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gonna go bust it during ma hols~

Well, defragmented my dear pc yesterday night and now it is fast and furious! Woohoo..deleted practically lotsa lotsa rubbish outta my compie..updated the virus definition, disk scan, blag blah.. downloaded new songs, movies, etc and didn’t change my wallpaper coz I still luv it~ love to maintain my pc too coz it really means a lot..if it crashes, it takes 70% outta my life..touch wood!

Good Music = Good Life
Currently Listening to : Ciara feat Missy Elliot- 1,2 Step


misses my ivories and ebonies..don't know when only i will hit the notes again...

having image processing midterm tonite..better finish my tutorials now..peak and clumsy period..haha.signing off~



The only bud which blossoms during winter is a peculiar one..




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Monday, August 14, 2006

Time to bed, Wanna be the crook of the day before I count away my ruffley sheep..

Weekend was awe, infested with worries, workload and at most timely, landed with influenza (just not stating the abbreviation to show some protest).

WANNA-COMPLAIN-SO-BADLY-ABOUT-EVERYTHING

At least, completed my dues for tomorrow..coming in a row aka. list aka. array aka. whatsoever that comes arranged, meetings, 2 midterms, 2 heavy assignments, 2 more sickening lab reports..most importantly could dera ppl to hell…ALTERA @.@...

Let’s get thru it like every other sem, with much coarse curses and prohibited hierarchical Hokkien dialect…wahaha~~

Feels so grown up when you know how to start worrying about people…perhaps should have a self-worry session first. Well, just have to follow the flow, it’s not like I have a choice. It’s sometimes sickening to have no choice at all~ fated and stuff..bleah.. if only we have choices in all predicaments…but when it falls, it feels so bad. Just how can we not walk the wrong path? And why forestttts alwaysss have divergingggg roaddsss…damn..

Live a day like you do…sleep~




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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Death is unacceptable, truly ridiculous and I hate its maker. It is too suffocating to bear. It is not a joke, play it at some other ones, not those near me. I warn you, and I am fierce. The bare news made me stiffen. Sad, down, deep inside but need to be strong to go through it together.

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

A hundred and one seconds full fatigueness.. extract the jutted one second and diverge it into bliss, halt it, am sure the world is a better place.

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