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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Then, life got better with some achievement today. A big fat thanks to all those who supported and wished me best of luck, really needed it as I’m not as good as I am. All the way to BLACK! God Bless! Confidence discovered my fears.

Then, life got worse when I came back in the evening today. I was annoyed, but a bit flattered with the cute pups, so I puffed away the detention. I was dead tired with no good time at home recently, plus all the stress and work. Slammed myself to bed after ECP ass meeting..urrr..woke up and had a nice dinner with housies ^_^ Finally found time to hugz my dozy pillow and ah well, think of what I should think nowadays. I’m glad and happyyyyyy, full of goody good ambience around me. Room mate’s married, and the weather is hot! But I still love my tiny room. Love it. Now relaxing here, full force…

Now now now, loveeee ittttt…yeah!

Mood, always an important element in my life, influence me and it carries what I have in me, very much. Guess it’s really retirement. Time to plan for what must be done, finals around ..2 more weeks. I’m done with all, no more excuses; it’s time to quit all the boozing and late nights. Time to quit all the naughty habits, cease all the funny business. Hehe, but that does not make me loose the me in me.

Dad called. EXTREME MOOD! Love and miss my family lots. Bro called today to offer me a Yoda figurine. Eee..dunwan ler, not nice wan :P. Arh, wanna thank my dear Guardian Angel too. Thanks for all the sayangs againnnn..You know, sometimes I don’t know how to live without you. I know you will always be there for me.

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

BEN BEN BEN. Taking a break now, OFF all the tea leaves… @.@

No qualms, no problems, no exams and a lot of training for this week!!!

Exclamatory peaks!

Weekend was superb but worse was being bullied by those bulls around me. Big fat bulls I am talking about here, stamping on me in a stampede. HMPH! Hoofs off for all of you!!! Before I forget,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NEOH TZE MING!!!




Went movies and later down to Wings for a “strike-on-the-clock-celebration”. Eventually I was getting bored as I was be seated with a junior and Yoon’s girlfriend. But things got pretty better after a few chats. And it got heated when everyone started Heineken-ing. Thanks to Chun Heng for sharing the drink with me, else, the bulls will make me drunk! Then what else, all the bulls start tarot-ing la! And I won the first game of ‘chor dai di’ which made the burfday boy on the table went all sadz.. **peace!**

After a few rounds, the bulls came trampling on me again. Sigh.

Contributed by MR BIG BULL SK and MR FAT BULL LUIS *bleh..

Around 3, we, who were the last, left Wings and headed back to burfday boy’s house for a gathering.

ON THE WAY BACK, GOT INTO A TRAFFIC DUE TO A HIDEOUS ACCIDENT..VERY HIDEOUS INDEEEEEEEEEED.

(Even Jaclyn shedded due to fear, thanks to the stupid bulls again, imagine..)

2 died in a car-hit-motorists. EW, AND I SAW THE DEAD BODIES. YUCKZ!


Well, bulls or no bulls, my life is still in a well-attained manner. Nothing could strike me down as me barrier banyak tinggi.. ho ho ho. Missing home and BEE lots. Looking forward to going back and be together with my family again. I miss Ipoh and guess what? LY and LH coming to Ipoh to visit me this coming holidays!!! Yay! Love you guys, my very superb friends..muakss..

Back to work again, with a less quantisized mood ^_^

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Friday, April 21, 2006

Yes, I am doing my Control Theory assignment, the subject which I fared so bad among my midterms. Well, that’s not the main point. Suddenly, I feel like marking down what I witnessed today.


The Everlasting Patience

I would admire how love would take over someone, being not you just because of another self. I would also admire how patience could step in so much just because of love. Frankly, I just can’t. Firstly, I am a very impatient person and organized in terms of things I take into serious accounts. Therefore, what is left in me is to admire, and maybe learn, as in future I may use it real soon, but not as soon.


The Caring Doctor

It is a cultural shock in Malaysia, being a Malaysian to get so much from a doctor for the first time. Usually when you enter the tending ward, Mr Professional would only speak to you in a serious tone, all about the sickness and discomfort you have been experiencing, mumbling few medical terms while stoning his horrible cursives onto your profiles and telling you “I am assigning you some Xanthos for your sore throat, please take good care..that’s why lah, always eating fried nonsense”. Thus, so on, you’ll go “Uh? What’s that again?”. “That’s all, you’ll get well”. Some may even shove you off with your ‘lack of knowledge in terms of the medical field’. But today, one of my stubborn perspectives was altered today. Let’s hear my story.

I went in. Greetings came with a welcoming smile, which made me automatically replied with a slight nod and smile too. As I told him about my problems, he became very helpful in providing sufficient knowledge about the sickness I am having. He asked diligently and tried solving from not only the current sickness but, from past perspectives as well. Then, we analyzed what type of lifestyle I should change and pay attention to, to heal myself. For the first time, again, I realized that I barely could take care of myself. Such embarrassment. Well, it was then he even provided extra knowledge to know myself better, and even, he explained in critical medical terms properly to me. Another patient acknowledgement here. As I proceed to the door step, he wished me “ Have A Nice Day” and I felt so refresh again although today was tired Friday with an 8am start up.


The realization

In between that I have been busy lately; I kept forgetting those nice ones around me. I thank you again for all the nicest things you have ever planted in me. It gave me much courage and sunshine(abstracted from b’s blog) again.

***big fat hugz***

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Felt so fermented. **puiks puiks…

Oh, please not fondle my tube of life. Thinking of updates after all, I stepped in here.


TKD Unity Dinner 2006


Glamorous elegance for a simple community like us. The night was eventually pretty because of meeting back old mates and stuff, brought back most bittersweets--- withstanding them for such a long time is not easy. I hung out like mad that night, and so enjoyed it!!! Descriptions were simply simple and comfy. The ballroom was kind of small but after all, we had all the warmth although the air-condition was fully blasted (damn it that I did not bring my shaw). Food and confectionaries were kindly above average. Thank God I didn’t binge as I was too busy with…other stuff. HEHE**


Popular people of the night were :-

Most Popular Male : NEOH TZE MING
Most Popular Female : AH MEI
Best Dressed Male : VINCENT
Best Dressed Female : LAI LING
Best Dance : XENO


SNAP!* SNAP*! SNAP*!

Everyone was a star on the red carpet. It was as if the papparazi-es were after us! SHOOOOO!

Headed downtown later and met up with some ‘new friends’ and hook up with supper till 4 something. An everlasting gathering to be in me. By the way, I am kind of lazy to upload the pictures here. Pics should be available on my frienster account. So, enjoy.

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

House Matters

There was the filter tube to clean and utmost laundries I HATE.
There was a room mate that talks a lot.
There was her room mate that also talks a lot.
This is going forever ^_^


How I spent my Friday night, sometimes…

Then I’d a surprise gift tonight. Didn’t know I had such luck as I was actually complaining about my dark charms the whole time. It was so freaking cold in the hall, but at least I have a present to warm me up. After the event, I bumped into my orientation group member, Ash. He seems nice to take the move and approach me for a chat. He knows Apple too, so connective. Hehe. Gentlemen are like missing in the midst. Damn the two incidents. Males cutting my queue for a quick buy of his drink and a cold fight over a limited provision of cutleries during lunch.


**making some sort of penyet face, puiks**


It’s total occurrence of ignorant rudeness. God Bless some university students. But maybe I’m wrong, cos I met some nice ones tonight. A circle is never perfectly round when you draw it, but you will always see round circles, definitely not hand-drawn.



Clubs & Campus

Then, I shoveled down campus road with my distorted shoes and saw some Wushu masters. I MISS TRAININGS. I MEAN, I MISS THE YESTERYEARS OF TRAININGS. But my scars and injuries have been really disturbing that I eventually need a break. Joyce joined me in Control Theory lecture yesterday. Both gila fighters, just like the usual days, talking and exchanging thoughts. (exchanging thoughts- my favourite way of channeling and receiving) Both lazy fighters stopped participating too, guess it’s time to retire. Maybe turning my leaf to IEEE. Maybe not.

Campus walk and the 21st is the best thing that MMU could offer. You should really try shaving your boots on the rough roads once in a while. Better still, go with a compatible partner. It’ll shave you clean.


Spank Me!

There was ‘someone’ complaining that my blog contains too much vulgarity and coarse languages. So, should I take note of this? Readers, decide. Else..

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Thursday, April 13, 2006

Feels like talking to you. No one's here at the moment. I just feel absurdly compulsory entertaining questions, yet, I have no answers. Stupid people with stupid questions, STUPID STUPID. Oh, puh-lease dun bitch around my face. Well, just some annoying questions. To get over a bad and tired day, bathe, listen to BLEACH osts and play FreeCell. It won’t spoil my day ^_^. Not that easy, my dears. Better get a self-spa now.

Ciaoz.

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Rejections

Sigh. It becomes so difficult to handle rejections. Finally, I found a cyberpreneur for my BEN2014 assignment, EasternTea.com. But, I decided to go on with Air Asia as it’s a better known and popular organization. Addition, we have established a connection with Tony Fernandez, however, just a simple response from him. EasternTea.com is giving such positive response that I don’t have the interpersonal to handle it, seems cruel to shrug people off, when at the beginning, I myself seemed so pledging to them.


Dear MiFern,

 
We are always glad to have academic exchanges. For the
interview, I think email would be best. If the
interview is published, please let us have a soft or
hard copy of it. If it is in the form of a
dissertation, we are also interested in obtaining a
copy. There should be proper acknowledgement of
EasternTea.com within the interview. Looking forward
to the exchange.

Yours sincerely,
EasternTea.com

How? How? How? Worse than rejecting love.

I hate to become irresponsible because I’ve been delaying my reply for a couple of days. Fast response is efficiency, but could you teach me how to handle rejection properly? This proves nothing but bad decision. What a failure in public relation...


!!!SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER!!!


Also need to work on my crappy heels -.-.. but nvmla :D can meet some lengzhais MAYBE...(not complaining…the nite shall be grateful :P)


zoekcw : and I need u to help me as an usherer, just make sure seniors fill up front seats and current tkd members fill up the seats from the back, tat's all.

(means we are gonna sit so oh behind???? fuck!)

zoekcw : izzit possible tat u be there by 7pm sharp?

chilivivi : hmm..


Abo, still got people more jahat than me..hehe


chilivivi : dun aiyer la khoo chai wen
zoekcw : :P
chilivivi : u frequent clubber
zoekcw : hehe
zoekcw : this sem only once ler
chilivivi : hehe
zoekcw : very guai edi lor
chilivivi : this sem none yet
chilivivi : i win u
chilivivi : hehe
zoekcw : hehe
zoekcw : ya
zoekcw : i lose





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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Movies, anyone?


ICE AGE 2 : THE MELTDOWN




This will transform a cartoon-detester into a cartoon-lover!!! You can kiss your ice goodbye after this show as you can’t stop your serotonins flow. If you like ugly cartoons, this is one of those. Ugly but damn funny! Give it a try..worth your $$$ after all with all cool graphics and let it become the joke of the day to lighten up yourself :D

I became \:D/ \:D/ \:D/ after a bad day..


LUCKY NUMBER SLEVIN




Real bored at the beginning because I’d gone ‘huh???’ all the while plus all the phone disturbances. But in the end, the story brought thrills and lessons. Additional to it, recommended for couples in love because…well…you’ll know. Hehe. If you are a BIG FAN of Josh Hartnett (means you are on my side), it’s something you can’t miss! And Bruce Willis is amazing, best actor ever! He gives me the bad-daddy image with a whole lot of mafia-stylo.

Btw, really had a crazy afternoon show (following the trend of Malaccans to watch movies in the noon -.-“) and surprisingly, really a lot of viewers!!!! Had a crazy decision and crazy journey there too…


OUCH!

My housemate is currently testing her styling skills on me RIGHT NOW. OUCH…as if my scalp’s gonna come off all in one..... but worth it all for the dinner this coming Saturday. And finally found my driver adi !!! not driver perhaps, so evil of me, ho ho...my pre-date! i just feel bad, or is it the club that is rather absurd. now i am feeling guilty of disturbing people. But, as usual, when the guilt sinks..the devil arises. NYEHEHE!

woohoo..can't wait!!!

^_^


Missed

JLS Cultural Night :( - mck dancing..aiya..

Outrecs Paintball :( :( :( :( -why inform me so late???

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Sunday, April 09, 2006

The Pimp(le) effect

Siu Jing : I have never seen you with pimples before.
WHAT HAPPENED??
ME: ………….

-.-“

Now you know what’s happening to me now. I have a formal function next week and a couple of presentations coming forward. MIGOD. It’s such a disgrace that I did not manage to preserve what I had. Ultimately stupefied. What makes it worse..I’m on a chocolate fest and I just attended a hotte bbq in da house!

Ah well, my life is about getting fat and getting ugly. Is that so? Yeaaaaa.. curse all the fuckers who touched my ass. Bluek.

PS- but Siu Jing is a seriously nice and adaptable gurl, predictable sweet from the first sight...it’s all about me..sigh.


Three-some

MP, TESCO & JJ, all in this fine weekend with my favourite people. Spent. Broke. Damn.

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

$$$ HEHE

YEAH!!! I’ve got myself a part-time! Finally, money’s rolling in!

How could days be better??? My days would be certain now! Worrying for an over expenditure account every month-end is hell. But not that I get much out of it unless I work hard and hopefully they don’t bull me. Most importantly, shopping will be much more secure and beyond heaven :D


The MRI experience

I went to the Southern Hospital today for a research project assignment today, namely, medical imaging. It was really a struck of luck to do a visit because it’s not easy to enter forbidden places in the hospital where they have really advance instruments. The experience is definitely a passion without price. Then, we were cracking heads to extract the first-hand images to have a 99.99% of datas retrieved. Finally we got through by borrowing the backup disk.

**peace :D

There were patients who were even too scared to go near the machine until the doctors convinced them. There were also others scanning machines like the CT scan, X-ray and Fluoro scan but we concentrated on the MRI scan. MRI(Medical Resonance Imaging) scan basically enables you to view your organ parts with an almost exact resolution in black and white. The operation room was superb. We stayed around an hour plus then we left for the administration department to appeal for a few legal documents and I met some of the CEOs of the hospital too.

One most dissatisfying theme for the day was the car park ticket which costs us RM2.50 for just an hour plus. Damn sucking hospital.


ICE AGE 2

A movie you can’t missed! Seriously, you gotta watch it!!!

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Weekend of 1/ 4


I had a great weekend, downtown KL. I have been good; I did not drink, lounge or club anywhere. In fact, I really have been GOOD. It was just a casual weekend and I went for the monorail again on purpose. I love the trains, in actual, I love dee public transports. It offers so much sight-seeing you could die for.

Monorail’s the best coz

  • it’s just too slow to bear for the rushing ones. So, less people utilize, less filthy and more air-conditioned.
  • best sight scenes in downtown! I simply recommend en route to Titiwangsa.
  • They have a lot of tourists inside usually. So I took onto a few good looking ones. :D
  • just nice for a gila-monorail person like me :P


**press your lips on the filthy translucent public glass~


But I still prefer Bukit Bintang in the dark. It seems like a wonder, but full of dangers. That place is a heaven for shoppers in the day and clubbers in the night. Be it, haven. I was just wondering I could walk forever in my NIKE. Nah, then we left around evening and headed back to my sweet scent hometown, Setapak to rest for the night.


We had breakfast in the market, and surprisingly food in KL has improved. Or maybe it’s just something I have yearn for, 15 over years since.(why, now I sound I’m grown up, but no no no…not yet :D) Yes, I grew up in Setapak, a sole busy part of KL where it is so sick to even cross the avenues without traffic lights. I’m glad I grew the other half of me in Ipoh.


Drove back home on Sunday with a really nice weather down the cozy North-South, moderate cars and huge chatters. We made it home around evening. I’ve got a FREE sample 2ml C H A N E L voucher after I bought CLEO at Central :D:D:D:D Then I rushed back to Melaka to collect it at Mahkota Parade. Damn!!! The stock’s not in yet. :( :( :( :( SIGH. OR FUCK. No matter what, I’m getting it. The next time, if the sales personnel shove me again, I’ll screw her!


In these two days, I have met some really nice personalities and few really awful people. Well, it’s just the balance. I wonder why people can be so nice and evil at the same time. Maybe it's really the balance :)


Hate to be back here again. Hate my early classes again. But I have to attend to all of it. Sigh. By the way, resumed my training and it was really mesmerizing, although lazy bones were jutting out. Went eating with some super chatters and I'd a free supper and ride home. :D Thanks, and all of you made my day. Well, I need to sign off soon. Need to get rid my eye bagsssss. Farkie annoying eye bagsssss...go a-w-a-y!!!

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